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Adhd war
I try so hard.
I studied all night!
But I always seem to fail.
Look at my medication.
Look up the facts.
When will they realise ADHD is real?
Reality and daydreams.
Which one is real?
Which is more important;
The lesson in class, or the colour of my nails?
My confidence; frail
My complexion; pale
My mind?
A jail.
But I put on a smile.
Make life seem worthwhile.
Because once in a while I can finish a task.
But you still don’t understand.
No you can’t try my pills.
Don’t tell me to focus.
Like it will work like a hypnosis.
I can’t tell if your staring,
I swear it’s tearing me apart.
So I wear my ADHD like a mask,
And don’t dare think that’s an easy task.
I don’t have enough focus to listen.
And that’s what you’re missing.
This is not a choice, this is something I dread.
So next time you judge me,
Next time you label me.
Remember, some with ADHD wish to be dead.
I studied all night!
But I always seem to fail.
Look at my medication.
Look up the facts.
When will they realise ADHD is real?
Reality and daydreams.
Which one is real?
Which is more important;
The lesson in class, or the colour of my nails?
My confidence; frail
My complexion; pale
My mind?
A jail.
But I put on a smile.
Make life seem worthwhile.
Because once in a while I can finish a task.
But you still don’t understand.
No you can’t try my pills.
Don’t tell me to focus.
Like it will work like a hypnosis.
I can’t tell if your staring,
I swear it’s tearing me apart.
So I wear my ADHD like a mask,
And don’t dare think that’s an easy task.
I don’t have enough focus to listen.
And that’s what you’re missing.
This is not a choice, this is something I dread.
So next time you judge me,
Next time you label me.
Remember, some with ADHD wish to be dead.
Liz allen
Lemonade
(Credits to Internet Money, Gunna, Don Toliver & NAV
DISCLAIMER: LANGUAGE, EXPLICIT CONTENT AND THIS IS NOT MY SONG. I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO THIS SONG!)
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag (ooh-ooh)
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me trippin’ (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’, yeah
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Why? (Yеah-yeah-yeah) Why?
Why you wanna waste my timе?
I can tell you really hate your life
Bitch, your watch the same as mine
(Oh, oh, yeah) I can’t relate
Designer frames, I’m blind today
(Oh-oh) I’m never late
The money callin’, you needed space
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag (ooh-ooh)
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me trippin’ (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’, yeah
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Yeah, this codeine got me trippin’ (codeine got me trippin’)
Wish it was over, I’ve been rollin’ for a minute
I got the broad, she want the ménage inside the pla-a-ace
’68 Charger, duckin’ the laws, I might do the ra-a-aid, huh
I like to ride in my new bag and I got a new bitch in my lap
Counting up the blue strips with two straps, yeah, yeah
Huh, slide in the Lambo’, I slide in the Porsches
Huh, check my garage, I got too many choices
Walk around, got a couple mill’s stuffed in my bag
Stripper hoes all in my Rolls shakin’ they ass
Huh, we just ran a tab up at Nobu
You said that you never got high, I’ma show you
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me tripping (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’ (yeah)
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Hey, yeah-yeah
DISCLAIMER: LANGUAGE, EXPLICIT CONTENT AND THIS IS NOT MY SONG. I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO THIS SONG!)
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag (ooh-ooh)
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me trippin’ (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’, yeah
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Why? (Yеah-yeah-yeah) Why?
Why you wanna waste my timе?
I can tell you really hate your life
Bitch, your watch the same as mine
(Oh, oh, yeah) I can’t relate
Designer frames, I’m blind today
(Oh-oh) I’m never late
The money callin’, you needed space
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag (ooh-ooh)
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me trippin’ (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’, yeah
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Yeah, this codeine got me trippin’ (codeine got me trippin’)
Wish it was over, I’ve been rollin’ for a minute
I got the broad, she want the ménage inside the pla-a-ace
’68 Charger, duckin’ the laws, I might do the ra-a-aid, huh
I like to ride in my new bag and I got a new bitch in my lap
Counting up the blue strips with two straps, yeah, yeah
Huh, slide in the Lambo’, I slide in the Porsches
Huh, check my garage, I got too many choices
Walk around, got a couple mill’s stuffed in my bag
Stripper hoes all in my Rolls shakin’ they ass
Huh, we just ran a tab up at Nobu
You said that you never got high, I’ma show you
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me tripping (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’ (yeah)
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Hey, yeah-yeah
𝕻𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖓𝖎𝖝 𝕵𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖓
On love
Love doesn’t come in cute packages, it just happens~
There is no guarantee or warranty attached to it,
Nor you weigh it against gains or losses.
The heart opens up and falls, just a free fall.
There is no guarantee or warranty attached to it,
Nor you weigh it against gains or losses.
The heart opens up and falls, just a free fall.
Sunflower 🌻
Thought you were different
Thought you were different
Thought you were different till i asked you what you were doing hung up so quickly damn thought you were different called you back you rejected my call thought you were different thought you were faithful had a feeling you was like this kept asking for space long hours without hearing from you knew something wasn’t right when you wasn’t texting back talking bout you were was sleeping but was watching my stories thought you loved me guess my love isn’t worth shit too you thought you were different pains me too say i blame myself for you cheating what I do wrong why you leave me jaded hide my pain with a smile you left me heartless so many woman did me wrong but you cut me the deepest thought you were different why you ain’t say you wanted too see other people why you make me look stupid for loving you thought you were a safe place disturbed my peace got me up all night smoking tryna to forget every moment thought you were different pains me too say I still think of you seen you text on insta deleted it so quickly can’t come back here won’t fool me twice thought you were different fuck I look like loving ona hoe ass bitch talking bout the liquor bitch stop all the cap girl you ain’t different.
yours truly
برينتون نيكولاسي
Thought you were different till i asked you what you were doing hung up so quickly damn thought you were different called you back you rejected my call thought you were different thought you were faithful had a feeling you was like this kept asking for space long hours without hearing from you knew something wasn’t right when you wasn’t texting back talking bout you were was sleeping but was watching my stories thought you loved me guess my love isn’t worth shit too you thought you were different pains me too say i blame myself for you cheating what I do wrong why you leave me jaded hide my pain with a smile you left me heartless so many woman did me wrong but you cut me the deepest thought you were different why you ain’t say you wanted too see other people why you make me look stupid for loving you thought you were a safe place disturbed my peace got me up all night smoking tryna to forget every moment thought you were different pains me too say I still think of you seen you text on insta deleted it so quickly can’t come back here won’t fool me twice thought you were different fuck I look like loving ona hoe ass bitch talking bout the liquor bitch stop all the cap girl you ain’t different.
yours truly
برينتون نيكولاسي
Brenton Nicholas
The Last of me.
One last stab
One last stab you finally took to my heart
The last bit that was holding me together
The last bit I had holding onto you
The last part of me I had
One last stab you finally took to my heart
The last bit that was holding me together
The last bit I had holding onto you
The last part of me I had
Estella or Star
Just Like A Dream
You are just like a dream, so vivid yet surreal,
Even as I chase after you, like a child chasing a butterfly, you’d disappear,
You’ll fly to the sky, too high, out of my reach,
And I wake up in a reality where you do not exist.
The memories of those dreams fade as I open my eyes,
Though I don’t remember your face anymore, dear,
Your oceanic eyes, your radiant smile, I still remember vividly in my mind,
The sound of your laughter still echoes in my ears.
My heart still holds the pain near,
I recall your voice and your face, strained with tears,
Cascading like rain from the sky, like snow on a winter’s night.
A faint smile, a pained look on your face, that you used to hide.
I still remember everything, though you’re no longer near,
As if it were just yesterday when you were here,
Everything reminds me of you, I fear,
My heart aches at the mere thought of you, dear.
Like sunrays, your memories linger,
And reach even the darkest corners of my heart.
They won’t leave me alone, find their way,
Haunt me until I go insane.
Even as I chase after you, like a child chasing a butterfly, you’d disappear,
You’ll fly to the sky, too high, out of my reach,
And I wake up in a reality where you do not exist.
The memories of those dreams fade as I open my eyes,
Though I don’t remember your face anymore, dear,
Your oceanic eyes, your radiant smile, I still remember vividly in my mind,
The sound of your laughter still echoes in my ears.
My heart still holds the pain near,
I recall your voice and your face, strained with tears,
Cascading like rain from the sky, like snow on a winter’s night.
A faint smile, a pained look on your face, that you used to hide.
I still remember everything, though you’re no longer near,
As if it were just yesterday when you were here,
Everything reminds me of you, I fear,
My heart aches at the mere thought of you, dear.
Like sunrays, your memories linger,
And reach even the darkest corners of my heart.
They won’t leave me alone, find their way,
Haunt me until I go insane.
shine coshine
”Whispers of Eternity: A Dance of Souls”
In the moonlit sky, our love takes flight,
A symphony of hearts, shining bright.
Across the stars, our souls entwine,
A love so deep, so truly divine.
Your eyes, like diamonds, sparkle with grace,
Reflecting love’s light upon my face.
In every touch, I feel the fire ignite,
Burning desire, passion’s endless flight.
Your gentle whispers, a sweet melody,
Captivating my heart, setting it free.
In every word, a love story is told,
A tale of two hearts, forever bold.
Together we dance, in an eternal embrace,
Two souls intertwined, finding solace.
In your arms, I find my sanctuary,
A love so pure, a beautiful sanctuary.
Through the storms of life, we’ll never break,
Bound by a love that nothing can shake.
In your presence, I find strength and peace,
A love that’s timeless, it will never cease.
So here’s my heart, offered in this verse,
A love that’s boundless, an eternal curse.
Forever entwined, our spirits aligned,
In this love poem, our love defined.
A symphony of hearts, shining bright.
Across the stars, our souls entwine,
A love so deep, so truly divine.
Your eyes, like diamonds, sparkle with grace,
Reflecting love’s light upon my face.
In every touch, I feel the fire ignite,
Burning desire, passion’s endless flight.
Your gentle whispers, a sweet melody,
Captivating my heart, setting it free.
In every word, a love story is told,
A tale of two hearts, forever bold.
Together we dance, in an eternal embrace,
Two souls intertwined, finding solace.
In your arms, I find my sanctuary,
A love so pure, a beautiful sanctuary.
Through the storms of life, we’ll never break,
Bound by a love that nothing can shake.
In your presence, I find strength and peace,
A love that’s timeless, it will never cease.
So here’s my heart, offered in this verse,
A love that’s boundless, an eternal curse.
Forever entwined, our spirits aligned,
In this love poem, our love defined.
Jhianne Panizales
King Cream
William Reed sits on his leather recliner a top his two story penthouse an accomplished assassin indeed but healthy as he sips on fresh grounded coffee beans straight from his garden not taking a liking to brandy as a killer he must have something wrong with him right? Yes you’d be right while sipping on his black coffee he takes generous bites of his favorite white chocolate King Cream *Sips ahhh* m-Master a young woman crawls from inside his bedroom she has quite the figure looks to be in her mid twenties brunette there seems to be bruises on her skin she’s wearing a blindfold and there a gag hanging just below her mouth. I think there’s something wrong with my sister after her comes a sickly looking blonde woman mid twenties but this time her skin is riddled with sores and open wounds without saying a word the blonde crawls over using every ounce of her strength to pull herself on to her masters lap one last time he pets her in her final moments until she passes away all too soon and her warm blood starts to turn cold don’t worry he mutters The wretched bastard who did this too you will burn in hell you won’t be alone.
PUGSMAN 100
THE FACE UNDER THE HOOD
There I was
Breathing heavily as
I run away from an hooded guy
With a knife.
I couldn’t see who it was.
But tried to run away.
I ran as fast as my heavy legs could carry
And any minute I tarry.
My soul becomes a merry.
The figure ran after me.
I felt my heart pounding.
This was the end.
I beg thou Lord
Please accept my soul.
My soul thou to keep
Breathing heavily as
I run away from an hooded guy
With a knife.
I couldn’t see who it was.
But tried to run away.
I ran as fast as my heavy legs could carry
And any minute I tarry.
My soul becomes a merry.
The figure ran after me.
I felt my heart pounding.
This was the end.
I beg thou Lord
Please accept my soul.
My soul thou to keep
Michael Hadlson
My heart 4
Ain’t no love like my daughter love ain’t even got kids but I know the feeling of real love got some flaws
Hope you love me through the storm
Use to the fake love know they gonna leave my side ain’t nobody
Real as I in my eyes seeing the bigger picture more money put away my Dawg told me keep my eyes open
They showing they hands still playing stupid like I’m blind to the fact that love isn’t real laying with another woman who falling in love with me told her I’m not interested in love at the moment rather kick it with myself don’t mind vibing out hope you deep as I not into small talk let’s build a empire get to know my sober side ain’t been drugging ain’t no more pain in my heart nothing else to kill but myself sorry I’m to alive
my heart isn’t beating the same
Just vibing come see me always on my mind know your addicted to my
Touch won’t mislead you just want to fulfill your desires not trying to grow old with you done with disconnecting relationships we can vibe out don’t get your heart involved I’m a dog that’s why I love seeing you on all four my little bitch don’t got love in my heart just fucking you till your pussy sore legs shaking non stop lick your pussy till your body levitating
Pass the ceiling fan if you truly love me tattoo my name on you like a autograph baby this is my heart in these pages I’m pouring everything out rather vibe and get to know you on a deeper level can we fuss and make up with kisses is you really for me who you with when you not wit me Too much go through my mind love I rather be alone do as you please the door is wide open don’t care for non of my Ex’s never had a girlfriend anyway just a bunch of wasted love no more love in my heart only person getting my love is me can’t be loving on you bitches too much wasted love too good of man to wasting time on dead end relationships tired the ship syncing all the data deleted won’t allow you to program me can’t be controlled can’t play tricks on me knew along ain’t surprised seen it from the beginning turned my heart off I’m in the wind calling my spirit not broken honestly don’t care I’m grown from the situation face everything move on don’t care about mental scars know they gonna hurt me the closest to you always tears you apart don’t care about the pain killed it all with a ten now I’m back in my thoughts sorry meant to say back on feet
All alone don’t mind the time alone bunch of messages from freaks I don’t even wanna fuck just be bored entertaining conversations don’t take you serious could open my heart again but I’ll keep it locked away for myself focus on my peace
Cause I’m more happier alone at the moment no stress just remain patient with myself creating better vibes staying pure not breaking no hearts
I hope you understand we just fucking love .
Yours Truly
- برينتون نيكولاس
Hope you love me through the storm
Use to the fake love know they gonna leave my side ain’t nobody
Real as I in my eyes seeing the bigger picture more money put away my Dawg told me keep my eyes open
They showing they hands still playing stupid like I’m blind to the fact that love isn’t real laying with another woman who falling in love with me told her I’m not interested in love at the moment rather kick it with myself don’t mind vibing out hope you deep as I not into small talk let’s build a empire get to know my sober side ain’t been drugging ain’t no more pain in my heart nothing else to kill but myself sorry I’m to alive
my heart isn’t beating the same
Just vibing come see me always on my mind know your addicted to my
Touch won’t mislead you just want to fulfill your desires not trying to grow old with you done with disconnecting relationships we can vibe out don’t get your heart involved I’m a dog that’s why I love seeing you on all four my little bitch don’t got love in my heart just fucking you till your pussy sore legs shaking non stop lick your pussy till your body levitating
Pass the ceiling fan if you truly love me tattoo my name on you like a autograph baby this is my heart in these pages I’m pouring everything out rather vibe and get to know you on a deeper level can we fuss and make up with kisses is you really for me who you with when you not wit me Too much go through my mind love I rather be alone do as you please the door is wide open don’t care for non of my Ex’s never had a girlfriend anyway just a bunch of wasted love no more love in my heart only person getting my love is me can’t be loving on you bitches too much wasted love too good of man to wasting time on dead end relationships tired the ship syncing all the data deleted won’t allow you to program me can’t be controlled can’t play tricks on me knew along ain’t surprised seen it from the beginning turned my heart off I’m in the wind calling my spirit not broken honestly don’t care I’m grown from the situation face everything move on don’t care about mental scars know they gonna hurt me the closest to you always tears you apart don’t care about the pain killed it all with a ten now I’m back in my thoughts sorry meant to say back on feet
All alone don’t mind the time alone bunch of messages from freaks I don’t even wanna fuck just be bored entertaining conversations don’t take you serious could open my heart again but I’ll keep it locked away for myself focus on my peace
Cause I’m more happier alone at the moment no stress just remain patient with myself creating better vibes staying pure not breaking no hearts
I hope you understand we just fucking love .
Yours Truly
- برينتون نيكولاس
Brenton Nicholas
Eyes And Memories.
Eyes, Sore Eyes, Surprise
The, TV is on but..
But I’m not entertained, the TV static helps me escape Reality
May it make me, insane but it’s enough to not look at the mirror
And see my horrible face, it’s disfigured, misplaced, my eyes are in neck
The mouth back at my head, the teeth inside my brains, it will chew my bad memories away
Forget all of this in exchange of not remembering good memories
As long as I forget the times you hurt me as I hide below the bed while you hold the knife in your hand
But the smile that appeared when you finally found me, it was so comforting it was a 10 out of 10 would definitely like to see it again
But I hope I get to hit my head one more time, so I’ll forget your name just like how I forgot mine..
THE END.
The, TV is on but..
But I’m not entertained, the TV static helps me escape Reality
May it make me, insane but it’s enough to not look at the mirror
And see my horrible face, it’s disfigured, misplaced, my eyes are in neck
The mouth back at my head, the teeth inside my brains, it will chew my bad memories away
Forget all of this in exchange of not remembering good memories
As long as I forget the times you hurt me as I hide below the bed while you hold the knife in your hand
But the smile that appeared when you finally found me, it was so comforting it was a 10 out of 10 would definitely like to see it again
But I hope I get to hit my head one more time, so I’ll forget your name just like how I forgot mine..
THE END.
No One
One last time
One last time
Know you miss me
I miss you too baby
Can’t cap you been
On my mental heavy
Lately let’s kiss make
Up for one lost time come
For me baby only bitch
Who get this raw dick
My baby forever my heart
Belong to you can’t cap
I’m all yours belong all
To you can’t cap you got
My heart baby swear you
So groovy got my mojo baby
all oversea looking at the wildlife
Mother land next know we been through hell you holding it down through the storm showed me you worth everything baby won’t leave your side fuck these other bitches won’t even name this mysterious person
Who has my heart forever don’t ever worry baby got us forever told you from the beginning I wasn’t perfect made so many mistakes done so much dirt the reason my finger nails so dirty cleaned my hands before we got in tuned let go of all my pride before I opened the door for you deep conversations letting you in my brain deeply won’t lie to you just don’t mislead me done seen so much left me so jaded know your secrets safe with me baby you safe here won’t hurt you just want to love you with everything come here let’s make up one last time promise you won’t regret it know you love it here kissing biting leaving marks all on my back hickeys all on my neck & chest
Look me in eyes talk nasty to me tell me how you love this dick legs shaking deeper I go haven’t put everything in yet baby look me in my eyes tell me you love this dick tell me that Pussy mine cum at the same time ain’t pulling out still hard still
Beating them walls down baby came here for rounds not here to play baby
Bounce slow baby lick that dick don’t forget the balls know ima suck them pretty toes thumb in your butt hold up let me spit in that ass tongue all over your pussy finger in your ass while I’m sucking that pussy
From behind pick you up eat this dick 69 with me watch you come non stop face down love them fart sounds pussy real wet drown me slow me baby know I don’t mine control your mind body & soul I’m toxic baby promise you’ll love it here coming over & over giving your body what it been desiring one last time.
Yours truly
برينتون نيكولاسي
Know you miss me
I miss you too baby
Can’t cap you been
On my mental heavy
Lately let’s kiss make
Up for one lost time come
For me baby only bitch
Who get this raw dick
My baby forever my heart
Belong to you can’t cap
I’m all yours belong all
To you can’t cap you got
My heart baby swear you
So groovy got my mojo baby
all oversea looking at the wildlife
Mother land next know we been through hell you holding it down through the storm showed me you worth everything baby won’t leave your side fuck these other bitches won’t even name this mysterious person
Who has my heart forever don’t ever worry baby got us forever told you from the beginning I wasn’t perfect made so many mistakes done so much dirt the reason my finger nails so dirty cleaned my hands before we got in tuned let go of all my pride before I opened the door for you deep conversations letting you in my brain deeply won’t lie to you just don’t mislead me done seen so much left me so jaded know your secrets safe with me baby you safe here won’t hurt you just want to love you with everything come here let’s make up one last time promise you won’t regret it know you love it here kissing biting leaving marks all on my back hickeys all on my neck & chest
Look me in eyes talk nasty to me tell me how you love this dick legs shaking deeper I go haven’t put everything in yet baby look me in my eyes tell me you love this dick tell me that Pussy mine cum at the same time ain’t pulling out still hard still
Beating them walls down baby came here for rounds not here to play baby
Bounce slow baby lick that dick don’t forget the balls know ima suck them pretty toes thumb in your butt hold up let me spit in that ass tongue all over your pussy finger in your ass while I’m sucking that pussy
From behind pick you up eat this dick 69 with me watch you come non stop face down love them fart sounds pussy real wet drown me slow me baby know I don’t mine control your mind body & soul I’m toxic baby promise you’ll love it here coming over & over giving your body what it been desiring one last time.
Yours truly
برينتون نيكولاسي
Brenton Nicholas