Poetry

Medusa

Medusa was just like an ordinary girl
Prettier than a dime
More dangerous than a crime.
Al prize thieves can’t keep their eyes off.
Well I’m not Medusa, and you aren’t Poseidon.
You have no right to my body and my body is not your reward.
You have no right to my torso or to my hair.
You should barely have any rights when you’re being unfair.
Well, Medusa had snakes for hair.
WELL I CAN’T HAVE SNAKES FOR HAIR
I can’t turn you into stone because your hands just want to roam
We are victims not survivors and for some reason you still act like
you’re higher than us when all you are is a lousy sack of dust.
You held us down with our feet and hands on the ground and fought through our screams and yet one of us got a gift. The other had a wish but it wasn’t no ordinary wish, it was a wish to be dead and call it the end.
To end her trauma
To end her life
End the suffering she smiled through when you were finished with her.
Breaking her back and pinning her down, letting your lips move around while she fought.
She fought for her freedom.
she fought for her safety and you took away her innocence and something the can’t have back.
You dirty snake
thinking you can slither around her body and caress every inch because you can’t stand to see how her waist and hips are snatched like a stressball when you squeeze tighter than ever, or how her lips looked on her and her eyes just glowed.
Or the smile she had when she saw a rose.
You thief.

Kalyn Lashay

Tease me

Tease me

Tease me baby don’t
Want to fuck yet four
Play for awhile licking
All type of cream & syrup
Off you put that lingerie
On baby pose for the
Camera looking so
Lovely know I love
That pussy bald like
Caillou please me
baby no hands baby
Swallow it all look me
In my eyes while I drown
don’t mind drowning
Baby brought a long board hope
You can handle these inches baby
Please me all these messages got
Me rock hard tease me baby send some nude let me see them curves
Drive me crazy sending all type of dick picture to you tease me baby
Can’t wait to dive deep in hope it’s everything you say it is baby please me hope you please me deep stroking you grabbing your throat driving deeper thought that was all of me baby please me ride me
Do a split on this dick treat it like a sit & spin baby bounce all over this dick please me baby throw that Azz back shake that azz like you being doing in them videos all that Azz moving like jelly got me ready fill you up with cream please me baby can’t wait to fuck you again baby give you death strokes kill the pussy every time she not even my girl but I’m fucking her like I’ve been loving her my whole life
Only make that pussy cry never her eyes please me baby gotta high sex drive for the right girl gotta tease me baby don’t want it too easy make me work for it tease me give me blue balls got me ready even more kissing you so passionate picking you up got you against the wall feel the warmth from your pussy ain’t got no draws
On in these leggings feel the wetness
Toss you on the bed see it in your eyes twist up your hair bow down to me pull these pants down grab this dick it belong to you now take your time don’t like a rushed job want you make love to my dick swirl
That tongue up and down kiss that head tease me and just play with the head of my dick stroke that dick while you suck my balls one by one smack it in your face come here let me taste you swear you taste like water fall in love with each lick got
Me smacking my lips feasting
Like this my last meal face all messy
Whole bed turn to a splash park my Lor ocean spray love watching that pussy squirt all over the places love pleasing you baby you teased me been long enough now watch you love it here.

Sincerely yours.

برينتون نيكولاسي

Brenton Nicholas

Insomnia

I lie awake
Can’t fall asleep
Staring at the ceiling
Trying to find meaning
In life

I fall asleep
Thinking of forever
But I wake up every time
I want to sleep, want to sleep
And die :|

shine coshine

Lemonade

(Credits to Internet Money, Gunna, Don Toliver & NAV
DISCLAIMER: LANGUAGE, EXPLICIT CONTENT AND THIS IS NOT MY SONG. I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO THIS SONG!)
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag (ooh-ooh)
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me trippin’ (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’, yeah
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Why? (Yеah-yeah-yeah) Why?
Why you wanna waste my timе?
I can tell you really hate your life
Bitch, your watch the same as mine
(Oh, oh, yeah) I can’t relate
Designer frames, I’m blind today
(Oh-oh) I’m never late
The money callin’, you needed space
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag (ooh-ooh)
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me trippin’ (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’, yeah
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Yeah, this codeine got me trippin’ (codeine got me trippin’)
Wish it was over, I’ve been rollin’ for a minute
I got the broad, she want the ménage inside the pla-a-ace
’68 Charger, duckin’ the laws, I might do the ra-a-aid, huh
I like to ride in my new bag and I got a new bitch in my lap
Counting up the blue strips with two straps, yeah, yeah
Huh, slide in the Lambo’, I slide in the Porsches
Huh, check my garage, I got too many choices
Walk around, got a couple mill’s stuffed in my bag
Stripper hoes all in my Rolls shakin’ they ass
Huh, we just ran a tab up at Nobu
You said that you never got high, I’ma show you
Xanny bars, suicide door, brand new bag
College girls give a nigga head in my Rafs (ooh-ooh)
Rockstar life, so much money, it’ll make you laugh, hey
These bitches, they hate, and you can’t miss what you never had, hey, hey
Off the juice (juice), codeine got me tripping (juice)
Copped a coupe (coupe), woke up, roof is missin’ (yeah)
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Ice (ice), lemonade, my neck was drippin’
Hey, yeah-yeah

𝕻𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖓𝖎𝖝 𝕵𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖓

1:34 AM

Turned towards the knife,
The precipice promised relief
From the cut of a thousand fractures,
And I thought how easy it would be—
One step to end the pain.

Roedanya ;

Memories

𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦
𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵

Slowly, painfully, bitterly
Standing still
Watching their backs
Vanishing in space
Frozen in place
Time passes by
But memories remain
Buried deep within
The hollow chamber
Only to creep out
Time and time again
Time moves on
Seasons change
Yet, the hurt remains
The memories never really fade

People appear
And then disappear
Empty-handed, they arrive
Take a piece of the heart as they depart
Leaving nothing but an empty soul, torn apart
An empty void that can’t be filled
There dwell the memories
Buried within, inside the heart

People come and go
Leave footprints behind
That never fade
Time heals
But the scars remain
After the night, the day arrives
Only for the night to return again
It’s a cycle that repeats
They leave only to return
Like a whisper in the wind
Like rain after the sun
Buried deep within
The memories resurface
Creeping out
Crawling in the darkness
Haunting the night
Wasting the day
People leave only to return again
As memories
That never fade
The hurt never leaves
The scars remain

People come and leave
Only to steal a piece of the heart
To steal peace from life
Leaving behind a heavy weight
Known as 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴

shine coshine

Me vs. Life...

Sometimes I just want to shoot life down.
Then I remember that every time I have tried,
Life has shot me instead.
So, I stare at my bedroom ceiling,
Waiting for the day when life runs out of ammo.
So that I can finally take my shot,
Without being left broken and bleeding.

Nadine «3

Adore you

Adore you

Miss your face don’t know if
I can say I love you but I’ll say
I adore you crave your touch
Miss your kisses wanna rub
Your naked body give them
Soft lips slow kisses got you
On my mind fuck you like I’m
Madly in love vibe so pure got
You craving everything about
Me know you love it here won’t
Play in your face like finger paint
Just want you to drown me with
That wet pussy got me so invested
In your energy transferring all my
Energy into you pouring so much pure energy into you got no choice but to fall in love Sorry that the effect of messing with me love so hard probably will love you more than you love yourself don’t care about your flaws we’ll grow I’ll show you the functions of my heart show you what real love feels like this that grandparents love I’m showing you ain’t see no man love my momma but my grandfather loved my nana to pieces my uncle & his wife been together for my whole life span know love is real look me in my eyes my mothers love kept me alive on that operation table was only a baby when I was dying only thing keeping me alive is my mothers love and God choosing me to show he’s real can’t mess this opportunity up ain’t get this chance for nothing just adoring my time with you my darling hope you know I’m deep & I think outside the box trying escape the matrix hope you come with me and see life from the outside evolving into a different person tearing the old layer of myself off creating something brand new hope you adore me cause I adore you if not it’s cool understand everything comes to a end
nothing is promised
not even life just adore
The moments that
made you smile feels good
To say I’ve been sawing nothing
But pure intentions showing my raw
Self to you being vulnerable opening up a different man come walk with me to a different realm opening my third eye can see the destination & it’s beautiful I’m off the grind now just enjoy your company I adore you my darling.

Forever Yours
- برينتون نيكولاس

Brenton Nicholas

Adhd war

I try so hard.
I studied all night!
But I always seem to fail.
Look at my medication.
Look up the facts.
When will they realise ADHD is real?
Reality and daydreams.
Which one is real?
Which is more important;
The lesson in class, or the colour of my nails?
My confidence; frail
My complexion; pale
My mind?
A jail.
But I put on a smile.
Make life seem worthwhile.
Because once in a while I can finish a task.
But you still don’t understand.
No you can’t try my pills.
Don’t tell me to focus.
Like it will work like a hypnosis.
I can’t tell if your staring,
I swear it’s tearing me apart.
So I wear my ADHD like a mask,
And don’t dare think that’s an easy task.
I don’t have enough focus to listen.
And that’s what you’re missing.
This is not a choice, this is something I dread.
So next time you judge me,
Next time you label me.
Remember, some with ADHD wish to be dead.

Liz allen

You and Me

For me, you are my entire world,
But to you, I’m just a lost star in the dark sky.

For me, you are my shining light,
the only thing I see in the darkest times,
But to you, I’m merely a fading,
colourless rainbow after the rain.

For me, you are and
will always be the only one in my small world,
But to you, I am just
one of those extras in your huge world.

For me, you’re my everything,
Yet to you, I probably mean nothing.

shine coshine

I Am In Love ;)

I can’t help but fall,
Every time I see you,
Those eyes, your silly grin,
The way you do quirky things,
Every word you say and all you do.

These feelings are hard to describe.
I can’t help but smile every time you cross my mind,
I get this giddy feeling inside,
And find myself grinning wide.

You’re the cure to my heart,
The way you light up my monochrome world with your shine,
Oh the way you chase away the sadness from my life,
I can’t help but smile when I see those perfect eyes.

Thinking of those eyes and your charming smile,
Your contagious laugh and your playful style,
The way you do adorable things, so cute,
And how your eyes light up when you do.
Oh the way I love all those small things,
No, I love just everything about you.

I think I’m in love with someone who doesn’t exist.

P.S. Dedicated to all my fictional crushes 💀
(I THINK I’M GOING CRAZY- in love=)

shine coshine

X flies 5

X flies 5

Shay be geeking
Lorraine threw all my clothes
Out the house just to pick it
Right up, Monique, my favorite
Hood bitch Tisha from the
County Lor green bitch be lying
About everything De’Janaire
Phat as a bitch Sasha riding
wit tiara smoking till the
Whip cloudy jump in the back
Seat, let’s switch positions
Shamika Tonya calling my phone
Jada had me intrigued
Cause she wrote some shit so deep
It’ll Cleanse your soul
Reason I couldn’t let Zoey go
Conversation so deep the blunt
Done went out twice laughs with
Naomi would turn into kisses now she
Has a mouth full of dick looking up got me wishing it was Audrey drowning in her hazel eyes, both hands stroking, swallowing everything. Remember, Nevaeh would do splits while she rode it. Too many close calls came in her a couple of times. Plan B after plan B, just to repeat the same action with Reagan would have me lusting flashbacks of me licking her like a leaf, unwrap her turning her out; Bridget would scratch my back up, bite marks on my neck Melissa still mess with the same nigga how it feel to know your not her first Choice & I’m just a side nigga been fucking that pussy for bout five years now she does anything I say would think it’s mind control no it’s my honestly won’t lie because ain’t got time to remember a lie, Christina thought I was lying about some dumb shit knew what type time I’m on got hoes can’t cap lover my hart do belong to someone maybe one day she’ll receive them flowers think your so amazing with your pure hart hope you’ll worth it putting my eggs all in your basket letting them bitches go this my oat to you no more ex’s just us knew it was real when I block Mary can’t forget Bailey, Olivia, Harper & Riley; Kennedy pulled up on me with tears in her eyes telling me she doesn’t want to go on without me sound like a lot like Kylie wish I could hold Andrea one more time, Millie & Molly our night together in that hotel was so incredible Miss role playing with Zuri you been such a bad girl who deserves punishment handcuff her to the bed, shake for me, come for me come again an again Selena would squirt all night miss tasting Angela would lick every part of her body Vanessa was so flexible Lauren still tells me her pussy belong to me, Lyric drunk texting me telling me she’s addicted to me Liberty turns 36 in a few days wonder if i should call her last time we talked was two years ago see you commenting in my stories should open them but not trying go back down that toxic road Blaire the sweetest girl I’ve ever met really proud of Jamie she finished law school remember all them late nights watching you study massaging your feet India moved to Florida to become a nurse
Hurt Amanda got locked up for stabbing her boyfriend to death heard he was beating her want to
Send her some money & pictures to let her know she’s still on my mind

Yours truly

‎برينتون نيكولاسي

Brenton Nicholas