Poetry

Love capsule

Love capsule

love in a pill capsule
Swallowing my fear no more pain
can’t believe Cupid
Shot the wrong bitch
Love capsule got me so damn high might needed catch up
With me off this earth
Heart so divine Love capsule
All in my body kissing so slow
Gripping your hips come closer
Don’t be scared tease you for awhile don’t wanna rush waiting for this Love capsule to kick in got my face deep in your lagoon asked me what it taste like
Taste like my new bitch cause I don’t eat pussy unless you my bitch Love capsule got me slutting you out for hours Love capsule to blame too many soul ties is you in love with me or is you loving the demon that comes out of me when I’m off this capsule releasing demons tonight
Screaming all night speaking in tongues Love capsule got you under my spell now you won’t be disappointed came here for rounds Love capsule all in my body
Diving deep in your lagoon flood the
Sheets don’t hold back putting everything in you pull your hair
Smack that ass spitting all your juices Back in your mouth don’t kiss no ass but I’ll lick that booty hole camera on be my little porn star my little thunder clap pounding all night wanna stretch that pussy wanna
Make that pussy stretch got you
Climaxing all night Love capsule got me Everlasting punching that bottom
Eyes rolling in the back of your head
Gripping your throat watch me beat your little pussy tell me how it feels what’s my name don’t tell me that pussy mine just renting for tonight you may call me on another late night wont take you on dates only date we going on is in my bed room Netflix keep asking is we watching
Haven’t paid any attention
Since her ass got in the bed
Tied her hair up dick rock hard
got her nails
Deep in my back drawing hearts in
My back diving deeper so damn deep can feel her kidneys shake that ass while I’m behind you whip that pussy no pussy whipping me Love capsule got me in my zone fucking her like I love her forever , forever is never so I’m going all out tonight won’t mislead you baby tell you nothing but the truth I’m here to
Fuck the shit out of you off this
Love capsule make your body
Leave this realm got you open
Heart all involved tell all your friends
How your body left this earth tell them about the thrill I gave you last night round after round non stop pounding pussy rain forest wet
Swimming all night Love capsule
To blame

Yours truly
- برينتون نيكولاس

Brenton Nicholas

Lead me wrong

Trusted you with my heart
How could you lead me Wrong
Won’t cry even know my heart
Heavy, my heart isn’t
Something you misuse guess my
Love isn’t worth it probably my
Karma from cheating on that girl
Won’t trip know I deserve it just wish
It didn’t hurt when I love done gave
You all of me just for you to tell me
It wasn’t enough. Been through
hell & back loving the wrong women
How could you mislead me thought
You wanted forever
hurt to say I had real
Love for you fuck it now no more love
Left in my heart smoking forgetting all our
Memories can’t believe you lead me wrong
Shame on me for letting love blind me. How could you lead me to my doom shame on me for letting love blind me thought you loved me, girl
Now my heart leaking lead me wrong my heart all torn hate love songs want to know why you lead a nigga too his doom got me writing bout how much I dislike you could never hate anyone no matter how bad you do me wanna see everybody win just not at my table text messages from you asking can we talk ain’t nun to speak about had to block your crazy ass how we turn from lover too strangers lead me wrong won’t speak on our situation know what you did kept it real on my end. Can’t believe you lead me wrong fuck you fuck love lead a nigga too his doom baby heart broken yungeen hate love songs just want real love guess that’s too much to ask for so I’ll just thug it out.

Yours Truly
- برينتون نيكولاس

Brenton Nicholas

LOVE

Love is a rose with thorns attached
It can bring joy, but also fast
Pains that invade us in a blink
Making us question all we think

In love, we find a guiding light
A sacred bond that’s warm and bright
We revel in its heady thralls
As passion rages, love now calls

Yet, love can bring us to our knees
A hurricane we cannot seize
When trust is shattered, hearts will bleed
And tears we cry, impossible to heed

So take the joys that love provides
Embrace the pleasure, feel its highs
But don’t forget it comes with strife
The pains of love, the price of life

For in the end, love is our guide
The compass that we use to abide
But it’s up to us to cherish it right
To keep the flame alive..

Lil D-Kay

What really hurts

do you know what really hurts
when you talk to someone for days
and have the best conversation with them
even small talks
talking to them made my whole day
then one day
they act like you never exist
and you left there trying to figure out
what you did wrong
then you doubt yourself
EVERY fucking time

Sunflower 🌻

Tokyo

Tokyo

All them curves got me Tokyo Drifting woah woah Drifting all
In that pussy she’s my favorite yellow
Ting turn her red as a tamale don’t eat no swine baby got her feelings involved baby love them curves your smile your best curve Gimmie kiss
With your fine ass girl I’m
so infatuated With you can’t break us apart don’t wanna fuss baby tell me what’s the problem what’s really bothering you deep conversations
It’s real cloudy in this room but I see you clearly the only bitch in my eyes got my heart forever know it’s been a couple before you and I’ve said the something before your one of a kind
Tokyo beautiful inside & outside kind soul made my angry heart calm baby I’m forever yours love me some Tokyo Sweetest girl I’ve met never wanna be apart baby know I’m obsessed but I’m in love with you
Heart belong all too you something about them curves had to learn to drift grabbing your waist had to handle you baby thought I couldn’t drift in that pussy got me slipping never tripping keep changing positions from the floor to the wall we all over the damn place first one to cum gotta make breakfast
Baby Gimmie your soul
Tokyo you do something too me
baby drifting all in that pussy all them curves got me braking don’t wanna crash baby can’t lose traction firm grip on your hips look me in my eyes while I kill that cat baby love me some you got so in love

Yours truly

- برينتون نيكولاسي

Brenton Nicholas

A Friendship I Will Never Forget...

The shards of our friendship is all that I have left,
Lying cold and lost for so long.
If touched, I’ll be left to bleed out alone.

Our memories are sharp like knives
And every time I remember one,
It feels like a stab to the heart.

Over and over, the pain continues.
You leaving was torture,
Like you were trying to get something from me
That I didn’t have.

Love is like a virus,
Sworn to hurt everyone infected.
People say the effects will wear off.
I’m not so certain.

You always had the tightest grip on me
Although, you only held on when it mattered most.
No wonder I wasn’t left bruised and bleeding.

You never gave us a real chance
Instead you built a brick wall,
Ensuring you kept me out of your glance

You pushed me out,
When all I wanted to do was help.
But you didn’t care at all.

It was always a shot in the dark with you.
But never a guaranteed hit.
You had me wrapped around your finger
Since the day we met.

You hit me where it hurt the most,
And you didn’t even seem to care that you didn’t miss.
And the bullet holes will never heal over.
Just like the memories I can never forget.

I miss you everyday,
You’ll never understand how much.
I would still do anything for you,
even though you wouldn’t even try for us.

***
Just know, I will always carry the shattered pieces of us with me,
No matter how many scars I gain from it.

I will always look through our memories,
Even if it means feeling like my heart’s been cut to pieces.

I would go through all amounts of torture,
Just to see you smile and be happy.

I would make myself sick of love,
If it meant spending one more day with you.

I would allow myself to be black and blue,
If it meant you holding onto me.

I would use everything I have to knock every wall you built down,
And I’d jump from the tallest building for you.

I will always take a bullet for you,
Even when it’s you pulling the trigger.

I would walk through the worst parts of Hell,
If it meant you giving me just one thought.

I will always feel this way about you,
But if I’m being honest,
On top of everything,
I wish I could forget you.

Like you forgot me.

Nadine «3

Me vs. Life...

Sometimes I just want to shoot life down.
Then I remember that every time I have tried,
Life has shot me instead.
So, I stare at my bedroom ceiling,
Waiting for the day when life runs out of ammo.
So that I can finally take my shot,
Without being left broken and bleeding.

Nadine «3

On love

Love doesn’t come in cute packages, it just happens~
There is no guarantee or warranty attached to it,
Nor you weigh it against gains or losses.
The heart opens up and falls, just a free fall.

Sunflower 🌻

Blood in my eyes

Blood in my eyes

So much blood in
My eyes
heart bleeding
From all this pain
Really traumatized
From my past really
A pain hoarder don’t
Want to let it go
It made me into
The man I am today
Can’t trust nobody
can’t believe
Any ole thing they’ll run
Games on you better stay
Focus told someone I love
I’m not talking to them for
Awhile torturing myself
For awhile detoxing my
Mind clearing my system to
Much blood in eyes heart bleeding
Needed get away really want to die
Sorry for them words depression got
Me like fuck it lost myself fuck finding me again just gonna recreate
Let go even know I don’t how to I’ll figure it out sorry for all the pain I was hurting should’ve stayed to myself childhood full of pain cycle of madness family disappointed in me don’t care choose to be happy instead of being depressed can’t be like everybody else my mind
Different time to be myself had myself fooled lost in this world was so angry cause I didn’t like the way I was living blood in my eyes heart bleeding can’t believe I had to take this road by my lonely I’m okay love you all who stayed by my side know
My love for y’all real rare promise to return better gotta stop the blood from flowing no more pain
I swear it’ll get better
healing my heart getting
Stronger everyday lung
Not so black no more
Less smoking more
Meditating still writing
In this poor grammar
Give you my real thoughts
Pour everything out my heart
was toxic poison flowing in me
Mind was so foggy eyes full
Of blood heart bleeding still
Healing all alone rather kick
It by myself than around these
Fakes crazy the people who talk foul
On my name was once friends of me mad cause i seen the fake in you can’t be around no more fake love big brother on my line telling me stay focus haven’t forgotten about savage miss you daily my nigga
Forever my brothers keeper till
We meet again my nigga so much
Blood in my eyes heart bleeding
Mental warfare really at war with myself Momma say she proud of the man I’m becoming only if she knew what made me into this man shit pain only going break you or make you stronger can’t give up no matter how hard it get stay pure wipe the blood from your eyes stop the bleeding in your heart
stay pure.

forever yours
برينتون نيكولاسي

Brenton Nicholas

Eyes And Memories.

Eyes, Sore Eyes, Surprise

The, TV is on but..

But I’m not entertained, the TV static helps me escape Reality

May it make me, insane but it’s enough to not look at the mirror

And see my horrible face, it’s disfigured, misplaced, my eyes are in neck

The mouth back at my head, the teeth inside my brains, it will chew my bad memories away

Forget all of this in exchange of not remembering good memories

As long as I forget the times you hurt me as I hide below the bed while you hold the knife in your hand

But the smile that appeared when you finally found me, it was so comforting it was a 10 out of 10 would definitely like to see it again

But I hope I get to hit my head one more time, so I’ll forget your name just like how I forgot mine..

THE END.

No One

ZY LETTER

Zy letter

Your love was so good for me had to let you go because my heart was too ruined to love didn’t want to break your heart know you were mad when I moved on, but you already had
Niggas on your line lost all my trust for you had to go separate ways even know you were good for my mental your mindset beyond this
Atmosphere, don’t let anybody treat you like
An option cause you the one who’ll make a man heart sing. I got memories with you that I won’t let go remember your short cut in slow motion round after round, tv blasting
Because you would be so loud ain’t want to get caught up ain’t know you had that ocean almost came twice had readjusted my stoke
So many times know you still love me see you watching my stories wonder if we could fuck one more time give your soul what it been needing legs shaking pussy spraying like ah sprinkler spite in your mouth choking you till your face turn red back shots hanging off the bed beat that little tight
Pink pussy till it’s Burgundy know your home girls tell you leave me alone but it’s something about our connection that can’t be broken guess we’ll meant to be in each other life know I love you do anything for you if you need to talk I’m a phone call away hope you not letting these clowns play with your heart cause you deserve the world & all the stars in the galaxy cause your one of a kind
Love so rare heart so pure kisses felted like
Clouds, your so soft voice, so beautiful, so silly, so down to earth freaky as fuck take this dick, baby don’t tap on me putting every inch in your belly girl hope you know I’m still here for through it all forever friends
Can’t chill because we are going to fuck
Don’t matter where we at can be in public
I’m trying to feel that pussy grabbing
That ass all that shit miss you can’t lie baby this letter for you

Shiddd, you know I’ll always love you zy stay beautiful queen.

Yours truly

-
‎برينتون نيكولاسي

Brenton Nicholas

Candles Can’t Burn Forever

His skin started melting like wax.

Slowly dripping onto the floorboards,

Pooling in little puddles at their feet.

Her eyes burned with a flame,

Untamable by any force other than his gentle breath.

Her blistering pupils staring into his cool eyes.

His skin burned, a pain which would not be expressed by oral noises.

He yearned to tell her to stop, but he couldn’t manage any sound.

So he sat and melted away, slowly being devoured in flame.

She new nothing of his endurance, to her, he seemed perfectly cheerful.

So her burning eyes and his melting skin continued their eternal grapple.

Their fuse was running short, soon to be snuffed out.

His waxy skin dripped down her fingers, trickling down his arms, legs, building up layers on the wooded floors.

Her heat continually burning his melted skin, burning through the floor.

Her obliviousness slowly melting, just slower than his skin, his hair, his eyes melting away.

She noticed his pain only once she noticed his face’s contortions being exaggerated ever so much more,

His pain became visible to her, only once it was to late for their love; to late for his live; to late for her pain to overwhelm her; to late for him to be saved.

As he met his smoldering end, he stared into her burning eyes slowly turning icy cold.

He watched as she became cold, as he became hotter than he could handle.

His skin dripping, him melting, drooping, bending, folding in ways that a body should not.

She watched him contort, twist, warp, in positions that looked painful to her flickering shape.

To a being with no mass his distortions looked agonizing.

She felt herself become cold; she felt her mind numbing; her body solidifying.

They watched each other change, him dying, her being reborn.

Both in pain equally physically and mentally.

His eyes slowly faded, soon after burning away. Her skin frosted over, becoming colder than ice.

As she stood up and trudged through the pool of wax that was him, she thought of her misdoings; her mistakes; her accidents.

She cried, on that one fateful night in the city.

She knelt down and cried, her eyes burning as she did so.

The pain she felt from the water touching her cold skin, freezing upon contact, was a pain which would not be expressed by oral noises.

So now she stands, still in the cold.

Waiting to again be lit, to burn once more.

In the dark of an alleyway, deep in the bowels of the dumpster, She and her love sat.

Waiting to be reunited in life, to be brought back together.

Just to do it all again. An endless cycle of pain, grief, and love.

But then again, isn’t that just what love is?

Pain, beauty, and grief?

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11:59 pm July 7th 2023

Kyler (nickname)Kai