Lily had done alot; she felt herself getting stronger; but she feared the worst, Megatron wouldn't want her anymore. She hadn't seen him since yesterday missed him terribly. She heard the door opening turning in the direction of the sound.

"good morning, butterfly; we are going to get those wings fluttering again today!" jacob noticed that lilly wasn't in the spirits he could tell something was bothering her and sat on the edge of the bed his hand gently rubbing her foot as he gave her a sad look before speaking.

"come on, we have to get you better; i understand that your feeling alot of pain and anguish and whatever you went through was horrible, something i wished noone would've gone through but you have to get stronger ok" lilly nodded at him as he helped her before standing aside; lilly felt her thighs and legs burn as she hitched a deep breath before slowly walking.

She continued to keep moving until she reached the door frame and stepping out; using her hearing to listen for any other footsteps or sounds approaching her direction; moving towards the right she had continued to walk down the long hallway and reached out for the two large doors; gently pushing them open, lilly continued to move until she reached the front doors of the hospital. She stopped and turned. "i did good?"

"you did wonderfully! Now we can continue on; keep going; im not holding back! I am going to turn you into a healthy pretty monarch and you will flutter!" lilly giggled hearing him exclaim about how shes a butterfly and going to flutter her wings; though she enjoyed the happiness and cheerful tone he had towards her. She decided to continue on. Still wondering how Megatron is doing.

(at the base)

Megatron had pacing around; he had gotten stuck watching over the kids until the others got back. He growled before slamming his fist down. Jack and miko even ralph jumped; miko exchanged looks with the two before speaking up. "megatron? Are you alright, i mean we are sorry that you are stuck with us while lilly is in the hospital" megatron didn't speak. So jack spoke up.

"i would feel the same; i know its hard but you cant allow your anger to get you; i mean if you allow to control you then you will not able to control yourself"

"young one; i am not angry i am upset; i do not understand why but i am deeply upset and it is not your fault i am sorry for upsetting you" jack nodded and smiled at the large bot before miko screamed. Causing jack to cover his ears. "what if we take a picture of megatron and lilly together when she comes home! That way. If lilly is ever away or megatron has to go do some work for fowler then he has something to look forward too!" the boys widen their eyes at miko like the japanese crazy woman had grown six heads and jack had pressed his hand to her forward.

"are you the fucking hyrda monster?" jack asked as miko swatted his hand away. Megatron smiled he would love something to have as memorabilia even though hes constantly around lilly. Just he wished he was there by her side. they heard the others come through as they looked sad. "we couldn't locate barricade. At all; i understand the decipticons dismantled when you turned good Megatron but how am i suppose to locate him" rachet had asked typing something into the computer; opening the bridge once more.

"go; your dying to see her" rachet said with a stern gaze even kyle her father smiled "come on; lets go see her" Megatron did not need to be asked twice as they left through the bridge.

(back at the hospital)

Lilly had walked around the yard of the hospital and even listened for the sounds of vehicles; animals; wind rustling the leaves and sounds of people and their footsteps. "you're doing amazing" jacob said standing off and taking notes and recording how much progress is being made. Jacob saw two people walk up; and knew who they were by their Apperances. Megatron in his holoform had sliverly long hair with purple streaks; he wore a grey jacket with a purple shirt and greyish pants his belt was sliver with a purple decpitcon badge he was built; strong and muscular. While kyle had short brown with alot of grey in his hair; blue eyes and was lean; he wore a brown jacket; with a white shirt and dark jeans and wore a brown belt with a dark blue decpticon badge. The two had walked toward lilly stopping a few away from her.

"lilly; walk foward and only stop when i tell you" lilly nodded as she listened to his words "walk"

She moved slowly feeling the burning sensation in her body; she felt like she was on fire but she was pushing through; she needed do this. "i have do this; jacob i miss him so much and i cant allow myself to be weak anymore" Jacob only smiled "keep waking"

Lilly kept moving she had no idea Megatron had his arms opened and waiting as he smiled not speaking as so not to alert lilly; he was proud to see her keep going; proud that she wasnt giving up; he loved this woman. Lily kept the pace up and continued until felt someones arms around her into a hug she wanted to scream until she recognized the scent and smiled deeply before burying her face into his chest. "i missed you so much" she spoke allowing the tears to fall.

"i missed you too" he leaned down slightly and kissed her; as felt lilly moan into the kiss; every time this woman moaned or made cute noises he wanted to do ungodly things that would make her scream his name all day long; but that was out of the question.

"lilly" kyle said as lilly smiled brightly as her father gently pulled her into a hug and kissed her head. "you are doing so good; your moving so much better" megatron looked as jacob continued to write down things and record as much about lilly as possible. As jacob looked at the two men "i am sure after tomorrow she could go home; shes been doing amazing and i know tomorrow we'll have more planned"

Lilly only smiled as she kept her face against megatron as she felt happy that he was there with her; hes always been her rock and savior. "matt" she said as he looked down at her his purple eyes holding so much love.

"i am happy i am stronger but i am really tired" Megatron smiled and kissed her before helping back inside to her room; as he carefully helped her into bed. Lilly fell asleep almost instantly. As the two turned to look at jacob.

So who are you really? You look like a friend i know. Goes by the name barricade?" megatron said with a smile.

"guilty pleasure; hes my boyfriend though hes not been around much" jacob chuckled as he looked towards lilly and moved to ensure her vitals were good; as she slept.

megatron nodded as he kissed lillys head. "though the name is weird? I mean who names someone barricade?" megatron only chuckled wondering how barricade was able to hide his real form from jacob but notheless also knew he was good hiding when needed.

"he earned that name in the military; he could barricade the soldiers and ensure they were sent into battle protected; hench the name he prefers to be called barricade"

Jacob nodded and smiled at megatrons words. though he had not want to tell them he knew who they were really; he was the one who stumbled upon barricade on the night he was going to kill himself.

(flash back)

Jacob had enough; he couldn't take his job; his life. He thought after fully transitioning he would feel better; no he didn't constantly getting threatened, being told he was a fucking creep; being called ugly and a predator by everyone around him. He wasnt allowed to assist anyone or be a nurse to much people. He often wondered why he became one at all.

Standing on the bridge looking down into the rocky water knowing that he was going to jump; in fact he wanted too. He didnt realize a giant dark blue and black bot was standing behind him with dark blue optics. wondering why the human was looking at the water.

"is the water interesting? I understand humans see it as calming but i still am unsure about that and humans" barricade caused jacob to jump as he turned in shock staring up at the large bot with wide eyes.

"wow you are huge" jacob said as barricade only laughed as jacob returned to staring at the water. "i hate my life; im a freak; i can't even help people because they see me as inhuman that i fucking dont feel. Or bleed because i decided to do something that made me feel happy"

Barricade listened as he looked down at the human; he understood the feeling of being unwanted and treated like he wasnt a being who had feelings. He wanted to understand more because noone should throw away their lives so quickly. Damn Megatron and giving him some good vibes after hearing about his relationship with a human.

"what did you change?" he asked as jacob looked up at barricade who sincerly wanted to know.

"i changed from female to male; i didnt feel like i was a woman and hated how i looked i felt better as a boy and i feel better this way; but it still doesnt stop the hate"

"no it wont; hate wont stop but you cannot allow the words of others who do not understand you or how you felt during the time control you now; they don't have to go through what you did; they didnt have to fight everyday like you so dont allow those who cannot or simply wont understand. Control you"

Jacob smiled as barricade turned into a cop car and opened his door for jacob "come on"

"i do not know your name" he said getting in smiling at barricade who heated his seats for jacob. "names barricade cutie"

"jacob and i assumed you were straight?"

Barricade laughed "oh hunny no i am far from straight; trust me i rather have what you got than a female but i aint gonna sweet talk ya and get in your pants then leave nope if i pursue a relationship im in it for the long hall"

Jacob smiled at that leaning back into the seats.

(back to present)

Jacob smiled and watched the two interact with lilly. "you two dont have hide yourselves around me; i know about the transformers and everything thanks to barricade Honestly he saved my life and became my boyfriend. Hes been wonderful to me and i hope nothing bad happens to him when you see him again"

Megatron placed his hand on jacobs shoulder before smiling gently "i am glad that barricade has found someone; and no he will not be harmed; since you are aware of us barricade and you will probably have to come to the base"

Jacob nodded as he left the two to be with lilly. He felt good telling them and also hoped lilly a speedy recovery.

(ok what do you think of barricade and jacob and i think since i decided to continue on with this story i will have more lgbtQia characters and some oc bots of my own; i understand that i rushed a little with this thats why i want to keep going i love this story and want to make it longer i hope that you enjoy it because it i certainly do. Thank you! ♥