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Withered rose
When you look me with those eyes
I feel like our souls are touching.
Thousands of heartbeats for you,
Hear the song of my heart, you beautiful.
Even though this love is withered rose,
Remember I breathe for your smile.
Even though this love is withered rose,
Day by day, I want you even more.
Rain is the colour of your perfect eyes,
Of the breathtaking way you look at me.
Standing by you, holding your hand,
Everything I want is right in front of me.
I feel like our souls are touching.
Thousands of heartbeats for you,
Hear the song of my heart, you beautiful.
Even though this love is withered rose,
Remember I breathe for your smile.
Even though this love is withered rose,
Day by day, I want you even more.
Rain is the colour of your perfect eyes,
Of the breathtaking way you look at me.
Standing by you, holding your hand,
Everything I want is right in front of me.

Ella Đ
Sympathy
In the realm of ink and parchment gray,
A writer weaves a tale each passing day.
In the depths of his creation, he's confined,
Bound by the characters, their fate entwined.
How can he endure the pain he imparts,
A cruel architect of broken hearts?
Facing the eyes of the loved ones lost,
In sorrow's grip, he pays the cost.
The hero he penned with valor and grace,
Now lies cold, departed from life's embrace.
Surviving the apocalypse he set to roam,
He finds himself trapped, never to return home.
In this somber realm, the writer stands,
Haunted by worlds he crafted with his hands.
Tormented by echoes of cries he composed,
Enduring the grief, his soul exposed.
Through tear-stained words, his heart reveals,
The weight of sorrows he alone conceals.
In the prison of his mind, he's condemned to reside,
A captive author, lost in the story's tide.
Oh, dear reader, hear his silent plea,
For empathy and solace, set him free.
In the tapestry of pain he weaves and grieves,
May compassion be the key that relieves.
A writer weaves a tale each passing day.
In the depths of his creation, he's confined,
Bound by the characters, their fate entwined.
How can he endure the pain he imparts,
A cruel architect of broken hearts?
Facing the eyes of the loved ones lost,
In sorrow's grip, he pays the cost.
The hero he penned with valor and grace,
Now lies cold, departed from life's embrace.
Surviving the apocalypse he set to roam,
He finds himself trapped, never to return home.
In this somber realm, the writer stands,
Haunted by worlds he crafted with his hands.
Tormented by echoes of cries he composed,
Enduring the grief, his soul exposed.
Through tear-stained words, his heart reveals,
The weight of sorrows he alone conceals.
In the prison of his mind, he's condemned to reside,
A captive author, lost in the story's tide.
Oh, dear reader, hear his silent plea,
For empathy and solace, set him free.
In the tapestry of pain he weaves and grieves,
May compassion be the key that relieves.

Kimmy ベイカー
Introvert's solitude
In twilight's veil, where dreams reside,
My friend emerges, his presence implied,
A towering figure, draped in despair,
Whispers echo, a haunting affair.
In the hush of night, he takes my will,
Leaves me paralyzed, a captive still,
I beg for freedom, my voice unheard,
Alone and frightened, a captive bird.
His eyes, like stars, gleam from above,
A silent observer, devoid of love,
He stirs the shadows, yet offers no words,
A symphony of silence, where pain concurs.
Through endless nights, the cycle repeats,
My heartache deepens, my spirit depletes,
In the realm of dreams, I find no peace,
Bound by his darkness, his captive release.
Oh, the sorrow of dream paralysis' reign,
A poignant dance, where tears fall like rain,
In the depths of slumber, I long to be free,
From my friend, the dark, who holds the key
My friend emerges, his presence implied,
A towering figure, draped in despair,
Whispers echo, a haunting affair.
In the hush of night, he takes my will,
Leaves me paralyzed, a captive still,
I beg for freedom, my voice unheard,
Alone and frightened, a captive bird.
His eyes, like stars, gleam from above,
A silent observer, devoid of love,
He stirs the shadows, yet offers no words,
A symphony of silence, where pain concurs.
Through endless nights, the cycle repeats,
My heartache deepens, my spirit depletes,
In the realm of dreams, I find no peace,
Bound by his darkness, his captive release.
Oh, the sorrow of dream paralysis' reign,
A poignant dance, where tears fall like rain,
In the depths of slumber, I long to be free,
From my friend, the dark, who holds the key

Kimmy ベイカー
casanova
In the realm of romantics, a captivating Casanova,
A maestro of hearts, a seductive dance in motion.
His charms unfurled like a tapestry of desire,
An enchanter of souls, a masterful fire.
With grace and finesse, he waltzed through the night,
Whispering sweet verses, kindling passion's light.
A virtuoso of love, his touch a spellbinding art,
Leaving trails of broken hearts, a symphony apart.
His gaze, an intoxicating elixir, a spell to befall,
Ensnaring admirers, he bewitched them all.
In every word spoken, a velvet melody,
Drawing hearts closer, entwined in his reverie.
But behind the allure, a lonely soul dwelled,
A Casanova's mask, a story yet untelled.
For beneath the surface, longing hid in his eyes,
Seeking solace, a love that would never demise.
So, let us remember the Casanova's plight,
A figure of intrigue, passion burning bright.
In his quest for love, a fragile soul's yearning,
A poet of romance, forever ardently learning.
A maestro of hearts, a seductive dance in motion.
His charms unfurled like a tapestry of desire,
An enchanter of souls, a masterful fire.
With grace and finesse, he waltzed through the night,
Whispering sweet verses, kindling passion's light.
A virtuoso of love, his touch a spellbinding art,
Leaving trails of broken hearts, a symphony apart.
His gaze, an intoxicating elixir, a spell to befall,
Ensnaring admirers, he bewitched them all.
In every word spoken, a velvet melody,
Drawing hearts closer, entwined in his reverie.
But behind the allure, a lonely soul dwelled,
A Casanova's mask, a story yet untelled.
For beneath the surface, longing hid in his eyes,
Seeking solace, a love that would never demise.
So, let us remember the Casanova's plight,
A figure of intrigue, passion burning bright.
In his quest for love, a fragile soul's yearning,
A poet of romance, forever ardently learning.

Lipa M
Darkness
Here I am in the middle of nowhere.......
Staring at darkness and darkness staring at me right in the face.......
I feel as if am drowning in this darkness.....
I feel suffocated in this darkness......
I feel so lost in this darkness that has englufied me completely.......
Am surrounded by darkness all around me.......
I feel as if am dying slowly right inside this darkness.......
Why has darkness decided to keep staring at me?????
Why has darkness decided to torture me?????
Why has darkness decided to become my worst nightmare ??????
I am scared I might lose myself in this darkness......
I am scared everything would be over because of this same darkness.......
Oh my beloved help me from getting so lost in this darkness that I end up not finding myself.......
Give me the strength to be able to fight off this darkness and conquer.......
Staring at darkness and darkness staring at me right in the face.......
I feel as if am drowning in this darkness.....
I feel suffocated in this darkness......
I feel so lost in this darkness that has englufied me completely.......
Am surrounded by darkness all around me.......
I feel as if am dying slowly right inside this darkness.......
Why has darkness decided to keep staring at me?????
Why has darkness decided to torture me?????
Why has darkness decided to become my worst nightmare ??????
I am scared I might lose myself in this darkness......
I am scared everything would be over because of this same darkness.......
Oh my beloved help me from getting so lost in this darkness that I end up not finding myself.......
Give me the strength to be able to fight off this darkness and conquer.......

Ka_ya N
Goodbye: Until We Meet Again
That summer was suffocating,
The weather was nauseating.
On that rainy day, you flew away,
And never came back; so far away,
Leaving me without a goodbye.
I know it is my fault, for letting you go,
For not holding onto your hand,
begging you, so..
You wouldn't leave, wouldn't go far.
I know I hurt you so badly, now that I can see all your scars.
For all the hurtful things that I said,
That I cannot erase,
It's imprinted in my memory,
That day, I cannot forget.
You never said why you were in pain,
You never asked for my help, in the rain.
And I assumed you were just messing with me,
And you were never going to leave.
I took you for granted, believing in forever,
Now that you are gone, I realize,
There was no eternity, no forever, whatsoever
And sometimes people leave without a hint
Or a goodbye, never to return ever.
I ignored all the warning signs,
All the scars you used to hide,
All the times you cried
for help alone, 'cause no one knew,
No one knew your pain, your hurt.
Not even me, I am sorry, I was clueless.
Forgive me, dear, for being ignorant,
But this forgiveness doesn't mean a thing, doesn't change nothing.
'Cause it can't ease your pain,
And it can't unerase your existence,
It can't bring you back to me,
For that I have already lost you, in the endless sea.
I am sorry, forgive me for not saving you,
When you were crying for help.
Forgive me for not reaching my hands, to hold yours,
When you were drowning in your own tears.
Forgive me for being one of the reasons for your goodbye.
I wish I could go back,
Back to the day you left and never came back,
And hold you until you realize,
You were never alone, all along,
For I had your back.
But it can't be helped;
you have already left without a goodbye.
But this goodbye will not be forever,
For I know we will meet someday,
In the sky, among the stars.
I know you will be waiting for me,
And I won't make you wait too long, you hear,
Just until the rain comes,
I will be there for you when the time comes,
Holding an umbrella so you won't get drenched,
And protecting your heart that's wrenched.
Till then, this is a goodbye,
For until we meet again.
𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
A/N: I wrote this poem for my favorite webtoon character, 'Hamin', from 'Seasons Of Blossoms', who unalived himself. It's written from his girlfriend's perspective.
His death deeply affected me, even though he was just a 2D, fictional character. I had a mental breakdown after reading that webtoon. That's why I decided to write this poem.
The more I read this poem, the more I want to cryyy and dieee.
The weather was nauseating.
On that rainy day, you flew away,
And never came back; so far away,
Leaving me without a goodbye.
I know it is my fault, for letting you go,
For not holding onto your hand,
begging you, so..
You wouldn't leave, wouldn't go far.
I know I hurt you so badly, now that I can see all your scars.
For all the hurtful things that I said,
That I cannot erase,
It's imprinted in my memory,
That day, I cannot forget.
You never said why you were in pain,
You never asked for my help, in the rain.
And I assumed you were just messing with me,
And you were never going to leave.
I took you for granted, believing in forever,
Now that you are gone, I realize,
There was no eternity, no forever, whatsoever
And sometimes people leave without a hint
Or a goodbye, never to return ever.
I ignored all the warning signs,
All the scars you used to hide,
All the times you cried
for help alone, 'cause no one knew,
No one knew your pain, your hurt.
Not even me, I am sorry, I was clueless.
Forgive me, dear, for being ignorant,
But this forgiveness doesn't mean a thing, doesn't change nothing.
'Cause it can't ease your pain,
And it can't unerase your existence,
It can't bring you back to me,
For that I have already lost you, in the endless sea.
I am sorry, forgive me for not saving you,
When you were crying for help.
Forgive me for not reaching my hands, to hold yours,
When you were drowning in your own tears.
Forgive me for being one of the reasons for your goodbye.
I wish I could go back,
Back to the day you left and never came back,
And hold you until you realize,
You were never alone, all along,
For I had your back.
But it can't be helped;
you have already left without a goodbye.
But this goodbye will not be forever,
For I know we will meet someday,
In the sky, among the stars.
I know you will be waiting for me,
And I won't make you wait too long, you hear,
Just until the rain comes,
I will be there for you when the time comes,
Holding an umbrella so you won't get drenched,
And protecting your heart that's wrenched.
Till then, this is a goodbye,
For until we meet again.
𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
A/N: I wrote this poem for my favorite webtoon character, 'Hamin', from 'Seasons Of Blossoms', who unalived himself. It's written from his girlfriend's perspective.
His death deeply affected me, even though he was just a 2D, fictional character. I had a mental breakdown after reading that webtoon. That's why I decided to write this poem.
The more I read this poem, the more I want to cryyy and dieee.

shine coshine
but still i burn
I try to be hard, but it doesn't take much
Sweet-nothings and I soften
Warm affections, melting me to putty
Putty to bend and manipulate to your choosing
You've sullied my name but still I burn
You want me back, but I want your skin littered with scars
Sweet-nothings and I soften
Warm affections, melting me to putty
Putty to bend and manipulate to your choosing
You've sullied my name but still I burn
You want me back, but I want your skin littered with scars

O.M. WILLIAMS
Known For
People are known for their diverse souls
Some are known for their kindness,
Some are known for their art,
Some are known for their wisdom,
Some are known from the heart.
Some are known for their talent,
Some are known for their grace,
Some are known for friendship,
Some are known for their beautiful embrace
Some are known for their passion,
Some are known for their care,
Some are known for their patience,
Some for the love they share.
Some are known for their strength,
Some are known for their glee,
Some are known for their guidance,
Some are known for their lead
Some are known for their tears,
Some are known for their fears.
Some are known for their wit,
Some are known for their loyalty,
Some are known for their grit.
Some are known by their deeds,
Some are known for their needs.
Some are known for being true
Some are known for living blue
Some are known for just being there
Some are known for being rare
Some are known for living well
Some are known for their spell
Some are known for their pretty face
Some are known for their eyes
Some are known for their lies
Some are not known at all
Because the 'knowns' are never ignored
They 'the unknown' live in their world small
Hiding and thriving
Crying and screaming
Shouting and dying
Some are known for their kindness,
Some are known for their art,
Some are known for their wisdom,
Some are known from the heart.
Some are known for their talent,
Some are known for their grace,
Some are known for friendship,
Some are known for their beautiful embrace
Some are known for their passion,
Some are known for their care,
Some are known for their patience,
Some for the love they share.
Some are known for their strength,
Some are known for their glee,
Some are known for their guidance,
Some are known for their lead
Some are known for their tears,
Some are known for their fears.
Some are known for their wit,
Some are known for their loyalty,
Some are known for their grit.
Some are known by their deeds,
Some are known for their needs.
Some are known for being true
Some are known for living blue
Some are known for just being there
Some are known for being rare
Some are known for living well
Some are known for their spell
Some are known for their pretty face
Some are known for their eyes
Some are known for their lies
Some are not known at all
Because the 'knowns' are never ignored
They 'the unknown' live in their world small
Hiding and thriving
Crying and screaming
Shouting and dying

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What It's Like To Be In Love?
Couples everywhere,
Love in the air,
Sacrifices for the one,
Promises of love,
Never leaving alone,
Dreaming of a future together,
Buying a house by the river,
Two kids and a dog, to have,
A future that's brighter than
any diamond or sun,
But is that all to life?
Why don't I feel it's right?
I love you,
Three words to say,
Will you be mine?
Four words will be all it takes.
But those words I can never say,
Why can't I be like this,
Living my life for the one,
Sacrificing everything for love.
Dreams of a significant other,
Who's like your father or mother,
A house by the river,
Growing old together,
Dancing in the rain,
Promising to die for each other,
Is it the truth or exaggeration?
What's the truth, what's the lie?
I want to know what it's like,
To fall in love,
To be with the one,
To live for someone,
And die with the one,
But I don't want to,
Fall in love at the same time.
What's wrong with me?
A prince from a fairy tale,
On a white horse, and a beautiful smile,
A princess, prettier than a rose,
Ocean eyes, a lovely voice,
A life with the one I like,
But what's it like to be in love?
What's it like to like someone?
I guess I will never know,
What's it like to fall in love.
I guess I will be forever alone.
A/N: I wrote this listening to Conan gray's People Watching :)
Love in the air,
Sacrifices for the one,
Promises of love,
Never leaving alone,
Dreaming of a future together,
Buying a house by the river,
Two kids and a dog, to have,
A future that's brighter than
any diamond or sun,
But is that all to life?
Why don't I feel it's right?
I love you,
Three words to say,
Will you be mine?
Four words will be all it takes.
But those words I can never say,
Why can't I be like this,
Living my life for the one,
Sacrificing everything for love.
Dreams of a significant other,
Who's like your father or mother,
A house by the river,
Growing old together,
Dancing in the rain,
Promising to die for each other,
Is it the truth or exaggeration?
What's the truth, what's the lie?
I want to know what it's like,
To fall in love,
To be with the one,
To live for someone,
And die with the one,
But I don't want to,
Fall in love at the same time.
What's wrong with me?
A prince from a fairy tale,
On a white horse, and a beautiful smile,
A princess, prettier than a rose,
Ocean eyes, a lovely voice,
A life with the one I like,
But what's it like to be in love?
What's it like to like someone?
I guess I will never know,
What's it like to fall in love.
I guess I will be forever alone.
A/N: I wrote this listening to Conan gray's People Watching :)

shine coshine
What is love?
Never been in love before,
Don't know what it's like, I'm sure.
Never felt those butterflies,
In my stomach, they dance and rise.
Is it as sweet as they say?
Like cotton candies melting away.
Is it as good as they say?
Like a rainbow on a rainy day.
Is it as warm as they say?
Like the fire on those winter days.
What is love?
Is it deep as the ocean?
Is it vast as the sky?
A feeling you only feel once in a lifetime?
A feeling that transcends time?
What is love, I ask.
Love is beautiful, they say, and it'll forever last.
But the ugliness is all I see,
What is love, I question, as it seems to flee.
Love is something that you should stay away, I hear,
Yet it beckons, drawing us near.
What is love?
Is it love when a mother loses her sense of self?
Is it love when a father sacrifices wealth?
Is it love when siblings share a warm embrace?
Is it love when you feel happy seeing your friend's smile so bright?
Is it love when you feel giddy after just an ice cream, you like?
Is it love when you look at the clouds and smile?
What is love?
Is love as beautiful as they say?
Like a rainbow in black and white, turning colourless world away.
Like an umbrella on a rainy day, keeping troubles at bay.
Like a blanket on a winter night, a cozy stay.
What is love?
Is love just a delusion, a lie, a disguise?
Is love something, from you should hide, behind veiled eyes?
Is love a feeling, divine, in the heart's ties?
Is it real or is it a lie?
What is love?
If my heart skips a beat,
Isn't it just a disease that I meet?
If I feel those butterflies they describe,
Isn't it a sign of anxiety, inside?
What is love?
Is it when a mother neglects her child, her heart torn?
Is it when a father leaves his family alone, love worn?
Is it love when you get bullied by friends, love scorned?
Is it love when your sibling's words hurt, like a painful sting, love mourned?
What is love?
Is it like rain on winter days?
Like fire in a summer's night, ablaze?
Like a feeling I cannot describe, a maze?
A feeling from I should hide, a secret's craze.
What is love?
Still, I ponder,
Its mysteries, its wonders,
In the end, I may not know,
And that's alright, that's okay.
Don't know what it's like, I'm sure.
Never felt those butterflies,
In my stomach, they dance and rise.
Is it as sweet as they say?
Like cotton candies melting away.
Is it as good as they say?
Like a rainbow on a rainy day.
Is it as warm as they say?
Like the fire on those winter days.
What is love?
Is it deep as the ocean?
Is it vast as the sky?
A feeling you only feel once in a lifetime?
A feeling that transcends time?
What is love, I ask.
Love is beautiful, they say, and it'll forever last.
But the ugliness is all I see,
What is love, I question, as it seems to flee.
Love is something that you should stay away, I hear,
Yet it beckons, drawing us near.
What is love?
Is it love when a mother loses her sense of self?
Is it love when a father sacrifices wealth?
Is it love when siblings share a warm embrace?
Is it love when you feel happy seeing your friend's smile so bright?
Is it love when you feel giddy after just an ice cream, you like?
Is it love when you look at the clouds and smile?
What is love?
Is love as beautiful as they say?
Like a rainbow in black and white, turning colourless world away.
Like an umbrella on a rainy day, keeping troubles at bay.
Like a blanket on a winter night, a cozy stay.
What is love?
Is love just a delusion, a lie, a disguise?
Is love something, from you should hide, behind veiled eyes?
Is love a feeling, divine, in the heart's ties?
Is it real or is it a lie?
What is love?
If my heart skips a beat,
Isn't it just a disease that I meet?
If I feel those butterflies they describe,
Isn't it a sign of anxiety, inside?
What is love?
Is it when a mother neglects her child, her heart torn?
Is it when a father leaves his family alone, love worn?
Is it love when you get bullied by friends, love scorned?
Is it love when your sibling's words hurt, like a painful sting, love mourned?
What is love?
Is it like rain on winter days?
Like fire in a summer's night, ablaze?
Like a feeling I cannot describe, a maze?
A feeling from I should hide, a secret's craze.
What is love?
Still, I ponder,
Its mysteries, its wonders,
In the end, I may not know,
And that's alright, that's okay.

shine coshine
Just Talk To Me
Hey dear, how are you?
We've been together for six years,
And right now I'm stuck to you worse than glue.
You're nor talking to me right now,
And I'm drowning waiting for you in the blue.
If you leave me,
Pain will eat me and leave me in the sea.
But don't be deceived,
I'll let you be.
If my heart is not just what you want to see.
I'll let you go.
Because It's your choice.
And I can see it's thorough.
All that you need to do is let me hear your voice.
Don't worry about me,
The current of the sea will take me to where I need to be.
Just talk to me,
Please.
I'll give you space if you need.
I'll let you swim in the sea
While I stand on the shore.
Watching you move along.
I'll say 'see you around',
And then I'll see the same person behind every crowd.
But it's alright.
I'm just living life.
Is it because you met her?
I guess I'm not your girl.
Just you're girlfriend.
I understand.
I hate to admit it,
The way your eyes glisten in the midst of her presence.
Why the hell won't you talk to me?
Don't I deserve that at least?
If not for me,
Then what about all our promises,
All the times you said 'Baby, never leave'
Don't they deserve the confrontation?
You don't need to be sensitive,
You can give me all the aggravation.
Just Talk To Me.
(Ps.Haven't experienced this)
We've been together for six years,
And right now I'm stuck to you worse than glue.
You're nor talking to me right now,
And I'm drowning waiting for you in the blue.
If you leave me,
Pain will eat me and leave me in the sea.
But don't be deceived,
I'll let you be.
If my heart is not just what you want to see.
I'll let you go.
Because It's your choice.
And I can see it's thorough.
All that you need to do is let me hear your voice.
Don't worry about me,
The current of the sea will take me to where I need to be.
Just talk to me,
Please.
I'll give you space if you need.
I'll let you swim in the sea
While I stand on the shore.
Watching you move along.
I'll say 'see you around',
And then I'll see the same person behind every crowd.
But it's alright.
I'm just living life.
Is it because you met her?
I guess I'm not your girl.
Just you're girlfriend.
I understand.
I hate to admit it,
The way your eyes glisten in the midst of her presence.
Why the hell won't you talk to me?
Don't I deserve that at least?
If not for me,
Then what about all our promises,
All the times you said 'Baby, never leave'
Don't they deserve the confrontation?
You don't need to be sensitive,
You can give me all the aggravation.
Just Talk To Me.
(Ps.Haven't experienced this)

SzS 12
My Anxiety
Oh Anxiety if only you weren't a part of me, Would have flown like bird in the sky so evergreen,
But you clip my wings,
You silence me,
You take all I have and feed it to the monster inside of me,
So anxiety when ever did you become apart of me,
For I don't remember you in the life of younger me,
But society cripples me,
They gave you to me,
And no matter how hard I try you always instil fear in me,
For it's only me that knows,
That you lay deep deep deep down below,
Together with my sorrows is where you go,
Oh Anxiety why do you stick to me,
Why do you never give me a chance to flee,
Why do you always fight with me,
I love to hate you Anxiety,
For you bind me with your immorality,
Oh dear Anxiety,
If only I was you and you were me.
But you clip my wings,
You silence me,
You take all I have and feed it to the monster inside of me,
So anxiety when ever did you become apart of me,
For I don't remember you in the life of younger me,
But society cripples me,
They gave you to me,
And no matter how hard I try you always instil fear in me,
For it's only me that knows,
That you lay deep deep deep down below,
Together with my sorrows is where you go,
Oh Anxiety why do you stick to me,
Why do you never give me a chance to flee,
Why do you always fight with me,
I love to hate you Anxiety,
For you bind me with your immorality,
Oh dear Anxiety,
If only I was you and you were me.

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